.Friday, February 13, 2009 ' 11:12:00 AM Y

Behind the SCENEs!!

I saw my sorrow cloud once again. Appearing right above me, absorbing energy from me and pouring down sadness onto me. So sudden so hard so harsh on me, I wasn’t even ready to prepare for the worst.

I’m lousy
I’m loser
I’m lousy
I’m loser
Tune on that loser tone for me. Thanks!

I dried my tears, telling myself that I’ll be as strong as pillars. I don’t need the rest and I’ll stand on my own for this very time. But I guess I failed once again. So tired with all these!

I’m afraid that I’ll wake grandma up by crying and making her worry. I ended up using my pillow to cover my face and cry silently to sleep. Yes, I’m good this time for not jogging in the middle of the night to release my sadness. I miss you and I realize that it hurt so much of not having you around. Congrats me that heart wrenching exercise starts for me once again.

I hate fairy tales and happy ending stories. It gives nothing but hope to people because in reality it hardly happens at all. It lied to me since the age when I know about things. I use to tell myself that happiness is in my hands and I will use “me to open up the another party’s heart” and we’ll be in love and “live happily ever after”(fuck it fairy tales). In the end, is either I’m taken for granted or I’m a beggar that begs for love.

Popping heart in my msn nick was to say that I’m excited for the upcoming occasion. But I seriously don’t feel excited anymore. NOT a single bit.

I swear I’m going to be a nun! Ala, that’s what I always say. Tell me it's a dream and wake me up! =( I’m really sad for now.

VENESSa
好想要回到我们的原点
爱情的发展已难以回头却无法往前走
爱让我们流多少眼泪

Disclaimer ♥

http://www.chocolatemintcream.blogspot.com Welcome To My Blog(:
enjoy your stay

Blogger ♥

ONCE: CYNTHIA CHEW
~19.09.89
~Field of study - Early Childhood
♥ BFF, jonathan and mummy is my life. POOH,chocolates and volleyball is my love. Being a pig to sleep at home is me:D

TWICE: VENESSA KOH
~03.11.89
~Field of study - Business Computing
♥ Spending endless of hours chatting with my granny is my favourite past time. Sleeping as though there's no tomorrow is my hobby. Music, Family and Friends makes me alive. Panda eyes helps you to recongise me. And lastly! Curiosity is just me. (=

THRICE: TAN YEE SIN
~07.11.89
~Field of study - Business(Marketing & Tourism)
♥ Mint makes me happy. Talking is my favourite past time. Sleep is a MUST! Friends and family are part of me. CURLY hair is what makes me unique! ;)

The Music ♥

The Gossips ♥

The Bonds ♥

The Historical ♥

June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
February 2010

Cheers ♥

Edited by : Yours truly
Basecode by : mavis3
Background-image by : photobucket