Went to ECP with my baby and his friends after school yesterday. I had plenty of fun over there. My poor baby had to cycle me all the way from ECP to the other end and back again=x Sorry baby for tiring you out. Ily:)

After that was steamboat at my house with my usual lovable friends. All came except for vk-my dear girl, who Ps us during the last minute. =(
Chit chatting and gamble at my house till 11.15pm. Then we went for prata at 201. Thanks Darren for treating us=) after that home sweet home.

Just when I was able to sleep, dad came back. I swear this was the biggest quarrel I ever had with him. I had made myself clearly from today onward I’ll never ever call him dad and I’ll never take any single cent from him. And I’ll never regret the choice I had made. Since he had never regarded me as a daughter before, I’ll also do the same for him.

WOO, my laptop recovered after servicing for 2 days. =) they change my motherboard for free. I’m flying fly fly way too high.

I bet all sweethearts that went Cynthia's house just now miss me X93987426421! HAHA! I’m so sorry that I didn't appear in the end. I wanted to join you guys for prata when I reach tampines but time didn't allow me to do so. So I guess we'll meet up some other time.

I tell you guys, I saw my F&N husband just now while taking the last bus home. ( I know Cynthia is thinking of Fahan after reading this.) Anyway, chubby Zai slimed down by a lot and I mean real lot. Wanted to catch up at Mr. teh tarik which is just opposite our house but a bit lazy to do that so I just get down at my bus stop and bid goodbye.

I’m thinking and thinking so hard whether how I want my life to be like. After some incident that upset me just now, I seriously feel cheap sometimes. Give me love give me love. I feel so sad just now. Not that I don’t understand the situation just now just that some of your message makes me doubt. And I finally took up the courage to tell you about things. I'm still ok afterall I guess.

I suddenly feel tired now. Goodnight peeps. Hope cx pass driving tmr, woohuu..

P.S: eh two lazy bumpies, blog hor, don’t always I blog hor. Up date you all, nv update me. -.-

VENESSA

you'll never understand how much i feel towards you.

anyway,
cutting down on shopping
cutting down on cabs
cutting down on food
cutting down on night life
cutting down cutting down cutting down cutting down!
till the day i get a job or strike lottery or everything will never resume.

My account left with 2 digits. I feel insecure now, how will my tomorrow be like? ala, the most stay home and rot only ma.

I think eileen and i were super cool to drink beer at some kopitiam last night. Look like some ah pek, eating fried oyster and drinking beer. It's rather cheap compared to heading down to bq luh.

I'll be super busy today ok! Busy visiting faci's place, busying eating steamboat with sweethearts, busy catching up with them during steamboat, busy coning their money tonight. Let me win tonight so that i'll still live my tomorrow happily.

ding ding ding, title belt goes to me! =)

VENESSa

Hello all.

I wont be online so often anymore as my laptop died on me during new year eve. Now I'm at ease cos my "oh so kind" brother fetch my laptop for service if not I'll have to travel there myself. I hate using ebuddy because i don't really understand how it works and they have ugly display picture which is that dumb robot with two eyes, no mouth, no nose.

*Random
sometimes i feel that why do people take things for granted in the first place then regret aftermath. I know I'm always a loser, constantly begging for appreciation and love. After much thinking, i seriously feel that i can do better and be more happier. I hate it so much when you keep silence for 2 years and come back to me telling me that you can't forget me but don't have the courage to get me back. I hate it so much when you only comes to me during your breakups period and keep reminding me of our past and tries to see if there's possibilities of getting back. I hate it so much when you try so hard to express how much you really love me and at the mean time getting to know other people through the different mediums like friendster and such.

I just feel that you guys could lie all you want to me but just a little note, I'm not as affected as you thought i would be.

I'm not as chi qing as you all. Yes i remember the memories that we had but the feeling will eventually fades off as time passes. I'm sorry that I cant get back that strong feeling that i had for you all and I bet you cant too. So i feel that there's no point trying to get back and make each other suffer again.
*

TYS and Cynthia, BINGO. I bet you guys know which ever part is dedicated for who ever person. But hey look, I'm not trying to be mean here just that i feel a little disturb after all their actions which contradicts them. I don't know how to get that message across how i feel so i just used this little space of mine to tell you all how i feel la.

Oh ya, friday is a busy day so please make steamboat as late as Darren book out so that i could at least come for reunion dinner with you guys ok. =)

LIM TECK SOON! meet up soon. I got so many things to share with you and need advise. =(

After all, I'm still a HAPPY GIRL.

VENESSA

Somebody just step on my nerves again and again. Now I am going to have this clear cut with that person. People who will read this blog are mostly my friends and I’m here to share with you guys how extreme someone can go when SHE feel out casted.

First, she says that I’m desperate which I feel very no link because my life has got nothing to do with her. So I actually think what makes her benefit when she says that I’m desperate?

Second, she says I never kana fuck b4 because nobody would want to fuck me due to having small boobs. Extracted from source “her nehnehpok not as big a cheebye”. Why the fuck does she even cares whether people would want fuck me anot?

Third, she says that me and my good friend (which she claims to be her closest friend in W65A in the beginning of the semester) are both cheebyes. Oh, so you’re not a cheebye? You don’t have private parts?

Fourth, she keep saying my good friend stuff like her relationship with her boyfriend. Say her she got big boobs also. Like HELLO, I got small boobs u want to comment, she got big boobs you also want to comment, people got cheebye you also want to say things. What the FUCK you wan then?

These four points above is the main reason that I’m angry with. So people who are reading, she did say more things which fuck my day up. What’s worst is that after saying all this, the person still has the cheek to that this is not backstabbing. She feels that she’s not in the wrong to say all these because she is just venting anger at the very moment.

I did treat you nicely as friend once. I share with you stuff and listen to your problems also. But now I really pity myself and am disappointed with your actions. I have nothing to talk to you anymore and I hope we have nothing got to do with each other from this very moment. You are freed to continue the cursing behind our back and act angelic in your blog. Just go far away from us because we doesn’t want to see you face, I feel grossed. Motherfucker. Don't worry, I won't let you affect my mood much, small fry.

Hey people, my laptop revive after using hair dryer to dry it. Feel happy for me please. Happy lunar new year and wish all love ones get many ang baos. Off for steamboat. BYE

VENESSA

VENESSA wont be blogging recently due to her carelessness that she spilled almost HALF a bottle of water on her lappie. And now the lappie had declare holiday. So do wait for the lappie to get well.

Ciao. YS.

After seeing so much life happening things happening around recently, I feel scare now. I lose trust in relationship. I don’t want to get myself in to one anytime soon I guess. I’m afraid of being a big loser in the end. I feel the pain that my friends around are going through. Maybe like what YS said, see so much of sadness instead of happiness, I guess I would rather choose to give up now.

Life is not all about love anyway, I’m too busy to think about that I guess for this very moment. Let me rest, let me enjoy.

My uncle spoke to me just now. He hardly does that and if he does, I seriously think I need to reflect. I totally agree I’m in the wrong and I’ll reflect hard. And I’ll turn my phone volume on at all times if possible from now on so that people will be able to contact me. (I know I always dun reply so jump for joy man, PEOPLE!!)

Eh, I’ll blog tmr to continue what I want to say, suddenly brain block cause concussion. Goodbye! =)

VENESSA

Heartless? Me? WTF. You have no right to said that.
Who’s the one that suggest the break up? The pain that I had. Did you know?
When you made that decision, the scar had already stay there forever.
Did you care about me? You just left me there and told me as time passed I’ll forget about you. Ya maybe once or twice you did help, but in the end you just forgot about me and enjoy yourself. That was the lowest period of my life. But you are not even there for me.
I said I’ll wait for you that time, but you are the one telling me not to wait.
Didn’t I wait for you? I had been waiting for like freaking 4months for you to turn back and look at me. Tell me did you?
The moment you left me, you had changed everything.
Who is the one that keep on breaking his promises? Every time you say you will do it. In the end? I always wait and wait and wait yet you every time failed to do so.
End up, I was only being disappointed once again.
Whose know when I’m sad? Only bffs and a few of my close friends knew it. Did you? You don’t even realize it.
I had given you lots of chances, did you ever treasure any of it?
Perhaps you had or maybe you didn’t. Did you tell me? NO. I had to guess what you’re thinking every now and then. You know how hard it’s?

Once again you are saying about batam trip. My heart is still with you when I’m there. But did you know the day before I went there. You promised you will call me. Yet in the end, you tell me did you?
You know how sad am I? No. you didn’t.
When I’m back to spore, you said you will come and fetch me, yet, is just another disappointment.
From that moment onward I told myself to stop having all those false hopes you given me. So is that my fault?

Now I had already tried my best to help you in everything when you need me.
Did I ever complain or grumble about it? No. I never okay.
Yet if you don’t appreciated it. I had nothing to say. Ask yourself whether it’s fair for me?
I’ll still keep my promise that I'll be your best friend. And I have never broken any of my promises so far.
Now, Friend or not? Is up to you.





Thanks my love for being there for me.
Yup I got a boyfriend now. You guys will be saying is fast.
So? I don’t think it’s at all.
He is the one that will accompany me throughout the rest of the journey.



cYnthia chew.

* i found this picture from her blog and for tt very once... her hair is not in a mess

I told myself this is the last time I'm crying for you.
I’m not feeling good at all. But what u had said is true. Yes I can feel that u have drifted away from me.
But I can tell you I had never changed at all since I came back from batam.
You are the one that changed everything. Till now I guess you still won’t know what the reason for it.
But boy things are different now.
Chances that I had gave you.
You had thrown it away.
All I did for you is just the duty of a best friend.
And it’ll never be more than that.



Ccxn
i'm sorry.

Pui Pui has been saying turban and i google it... HERE's a turban baby!

i'm jealous
i'm jealous
i'm jealous.
It's ok, we're over anyway.
Happy flirting!

AND on the other hand, after knowing so much, u're so dead.
pls do ur reflection.
the more you dun wana be outcasted the more you'll get it.
so sad and too bad.
i'll nv forget the way u smsed me.
all the best to you.
say her = say me

say me evil say me bad. all you wan.
ciao

VENESSa

k, i wanted to post some pictures during class outing. But i'm too lazy upload that "so many pictures" one by one to blogspot. An idea knock me awake... COPY FROM EILEEN NEO's LJ. since she combine all those pictures and make my life so much easier. =)

I skipped school today and told my grandma that it's racial harmony day, school close.

VENESSA

I’m really busy for the past 1week.
Projects are filling up my head every time.
Rushing, rushing and rushing is what I’m doing everyday.


Schedule for this week
Mon: Project meeting plus volleyball training, handing in life skill project.
Tue: Volleyball training, handing in PR project.
Wed: Presentation.
Thurs: Volleyball training.
Fri: Project meeting, handing in ms dorcas’s assignment. (Which I’ve not touch it at all =x)


See I’m only free on Wednesday. And that the only day I can rest. Sigh.
After all these projects, I’ve 2 more to go =(


P/s: Sorry friends for not being able to go out with you guys. Especially, my dear girl. Sorry. I promise to make myself free from next week onward. Ven take care of urself.




cYnthia

I guess not only my weekends are boring, my Wednesdays are boring too for the time being. It seems like the whole world is having endless of projects and assignments. I feel like slapping all those assignments and projects for you guys so that you’ll hang out with me. =)

I guess I’ll be toasting around my bed for the day till it heats up and burn my skin. K I realize whatever I say just now has no link.

I wet my pillow. I’m sad. =(

Venessa

i'm not alright. i'm not i'm not and i'm really not!

who the fuck understands?
who the hell believes?
who on earth feels me?

say me a slut, call me a bitch.
whatever, just whatever.

PHP is such a bitch, i'm the weakest link. VOTE ME
thanks eileen for helping me with online shopping cos i dun have Ibanking.
thanks 2 for taking turns to call me last nite and checks on me.

Anybody wana watch movie with me tmr? twilight?
I admit now that i feel so sad.
Thanks for all that you've given and taken away.

Venessa

She had already stated clearly what she wanted right? Seriously I really don’t know what the matter with you? Keep on threatening her, about friends around her. What you mean about she and her retarded friends?


I TELL YOU WE ARE NOT HER RETARDED FRIENDS.
YOU ARE!!!
DID YOU KNOW WHAT’S HAPPENING ABOUT HER?
YOU ARE GIVING HER TOO MUCH STRESS.
YOU ARE CAUSING HER TO BE LIVING IN FEAR EVERYDAY, EVERY MOMENT, EVERY MINUTE, AND EVERY SECOND.
CAN’T YOU JUST LIVE HER ALONE?
SHE WILL BE FREELY RELIEVE IF YOU CAN KINDLY STOP BORTHERING HER.


You want to find her friends right? Okay I’ll be happily waiting for you to come and find me. I tell you I’m not scare of your whatever threatening :)


They are such a coward.
Tsk tsk tsk.
They should just leave this world and not pollute our clean air anymore.
That it. I shall not waste any more time talking about disgusting people. Totally spoil my mood.

Last but not least. YOU BETTER DON'T GO AND FIND HER. IF ANYTHING HAPPEN TO HER. YOU WILL BE DEAD!!


cYnthia

why my face like tt rite? cos i think i look fat here.

I’m back people=)

Batam trip was a great one. Learn many new stuffs plus friends over there.
Even though is quite tiring, but is worth it :)
Out of the 5days, I spent most of the time standing out at the sunny sun, with t-shirt and Bermudas, resulting to uneven tanned.
Now I’m like don’t know how many time blacker =x


Pictures will be up soon once Rebecca sends me.


Going back to school on Monday =(
It reminds me of 3 assignments that are left untouched.
Sigh.





Once again I’m feeling so disappointed.
Did I really mean nothing to you?

Ccxn

I guess today is the only day that I woke up so early during this vacation. I can’t see myself blogging in such an early hour. Although teary eyes and flooded nose, I still deserve a pat on my shoulder right because I didn’t sleep till NOON.

Yesterday was a happy day
So much to feel
Not much to say
Heart spells excited
Soul spells freed
Mind ponder over happiness

BFF I really need a shopping trip soon! Wardrobe is getting bored, shoe rack is sick. Cynthia~ I need to get burn soon so that my skin color will look even. K I shall stop grumbling and make “cheap talks” into “real actions”. I feel sleepy again. Bye!

P.S: thanks for taking me away from that blood sorrow city! =D

Many many much much love
VENESsa

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