.Friday, November 28, 2008 ' 10:55:00 PM Y

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TYS says:

I'm not fine.I'm not fine.I'm not fine.I'm not fine.I'm not fine.I'm not fine.I'm not fine.I'm not fine.I'm not fine.I'm not fine.I'm not fine.I'm not fine.I'm not fine.I'm not fine.I'm not fine.I'm not fine.I'm not fine.I'm not fine.I'm not fine.I'm not fine.I'm not fine.I'm not fine.I'm not fine.I'm not fine.I'm not fine.I'm not fine.I'm not fine.I'm not fine.I'm not fine.I'm not fine.I'm not fine.I'm not fine.I'm not fine.I'm not fine.I'm not fine.I'm not fine.I'm not fine.I'm not fine.I'm not fine.I'm not fine.I'm not fine.I'm not fine.I'm not fine.

I dont feel fine at all!

The nightmare is coming back again.

It's as though my soul is out of my body.

The feeling is dreadful.

Looks fine outside but suffering inside.

Every cough makes me breathless.

Every moment i feel unreal.

Every now and then i feel i might die of asthma.

I need to be well!

. ' 10:37:00 PM Y

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Everything was going fine and well before I left my house in the morning. I was helping sis to prepare for her ROM. After reaching the destination, I received a called from Brother Daniel, telling me mum was feeling unwell.

At first I thought, it was just a normal car sick as Brother Daniel was saying that mum was feeling giddy. So I went to find them. Upon reaching there, I saw mum sitting there, face was pale, and she was feeling numb all over her body. I almost freak out. I was very scare that anything will happen to my mum. Relatives came over and help out, gave her some medical oil, hoping that it will help her better.

However situation got worse and we decide to call the ambulance. That was the worst time of my life. I cried, I don’t even know what I should do.

But thanks god mum is fine now. Just that she had to stay at hospital tonight for some observation.

I’m really tired of all these bad happening. Luck is not on my side all these while.
-Now I still have to rush my project stuffs that are due on monday. And I don’t think my group mates are cooperating well. They kept changing the timing to meet up on project.
-I have to rush my church game stuffs that due on this coming sunday.
-I having PR exam on Monday. And I’ve not yet study.
-I having a damn bad sore throat now. I guess my tonsil is back. Doctor had recommends me to remove it before, but I refused.

Time is running out now. I’ve been sleeping less then 5hrs everyday for this week. I’m super tired. After the entire projects, I going to get myself a rest and sleep for 24hrs.

Where are u guys? When I’m in need of your help the most.
But I guess is fine. Sometime being alone can be good too.

Ccxn

.Wednesday, November 26, 2008 ' 10:36:00 PM Y

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I was doing my last touched up on my storytelling’s big book ytd.
It was midnight close to 1am. While I was doing half way, I realize that was something outside moving. Fuck. When I turned over and look outside my door, I saw a 20plus Chinese man peeping at me.

OMG.

I scream like hell, tears drop down, shivering non stop. Parents came out in a rush, checked outside, but the man was gone. I swear I never felt that scared in my life before. To speak the truth, I was still in a shock even till now. I am super scare to go to my room and sleep, as my bed is facing the corridor and people can just peep in from my window.

I realize this incident happened once before, in 2 years back. The same scenario happened.
I'm living in fear everyday, I’m scared to go home, and I’m scared to wake up in the morning to go school.
When the night came, it’s even worse, the moment I just close my eyes, images of what happened ytd will just flashed back. I’m just scared that the same guy will suddenly appear from nowhere. =(

Okay back to today, had my storytelling. I’m quite disappointed in myself. Ya same old thing, I was too soft. Should speak louder. Nervous virus just attacks me once I start my storytelling. Nvm is over, I will try to overcome it.

Have to stop blogging now. Because that stupid cj is bullying me. Asking me to help him do some stuff for his storytelling props. You own me a super big favor now. Because I’ve scarifies my sleeping time to help u do. So u better appreciate it okay. Haha.

cYnthia

.Tuesday, November 25, 2008 ' 11:45:00 PM Y

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今天的心情不是很高兴。我的心里有很多很想说又说不出的话。我告数自己一定要活得快乐。希望好的是会发生。很谢谢eileen 和 kkq 听我说的话，说了之后心也开放很多。

这是我的第一次type华语。很累，很多字都不会看. 再见

I think I’m hot to type in Chinese. I took like more than half an hour to complete the texts above. COOL rite?! Is my Chinese improving? =) one of my braces brackets drop out, tell me what should I do!? OMG!

VENESSa

.Monday, November 24, 2008 ' 10:58:00 PM Y

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Test around the corner.

And once AGAIN i'm sick.

The cycle is here.

Flu. Sore throat.

Drank 2 bottle of liang teh jus now.

Doesnt seems to work.

1 of the bottle even cost $2.20.

Con man.

Commitment level is high.

I must get well soon.

Ciao.

TYS (;

.Sunday, November 23, 2008 ' 8:47:00 PM Y

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I’m back. I am feeling super tired right now plus having a bad headache. Sorry BFF I din brought anything back bcos there nth to buy there. Sorry.
Basically, I just went there to look around and eat. This trip there made me realize that actually I quite hate Malaysia=x There are flies everywhere. Gosh made me lose my appetite.

Orh ya. During the whole trip, there’s one cute little 4years old boy kept on clinging on to me and hold my hand wherever I go. Haha. And he kept repeating I like jie jie. Jie jie is mine.
Lol. He is super cute lah.

Storytelling on Wednesday. And I haven prepare anything yet. DIE. I am going to skip school tmr to do all the stuffs on storytelling. Hope I can finish everything by tmr.

cYnthia
Seeing things that I’m not suppose to see or know. Once again make my mood drop to the lowest=( Damn it.

. ' 12:05:00 PM Y

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Wasn’t feeling very well today, I got this stomachache since morning. Guess I’ll be spending my WHOLE day at home today. Boring Sunday. Suddenly have the cravings for bedok 85 the stingray, or jian and mince meat noodle with the addition of a cup of sugar cane will be just nice. =)

I want a shopping spree. But I’m broke at this very moment, guess I’ll have to wait for my upcoming cheque before I can shop. Cynthia is so fortunate, she gets go to Malaysia and shop, why nobody ask me go?! ARGH… …

Yawn, it’s 12sharp now, and I’m going to have my lunch now. Ciao people

VENESSa

.Saturday, November 22, 2008 ' 11:21:00 PM Y

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Venessa Koh Wei Ling is the joker in my life.

I laugh most of the time when she open her mouth.

She always trys to be lame and funny.

Perhaps my laughing point is too low. :D

My heart moves everytime i saw this:

W980. My DREAM PHONE.

It will be mine in 1 months time.

HooHoo. :)

Off i go-Yee Sin

. ' 12:47:00 AM Y

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Cynthia Chew is going to Malaysia for HOLIDAY tomorrow!

Shiok sia.

How life differs for both human.

Cyn: Enjoy for 2 days.

Me: Assignments to complete and 2 test to study.

But..hehe.

I have listed a list of things for her to grab for me.

HAHA.

Something to look forward to.

Ven hav you listed yours?

Have a safe trip Ah Ni.

Await for your return. :)

You will be miss by BFF.

P.S: Ven, chinatown sightseeing tomorrow. How sad our life is :D

YeeSin

.Thursday, November 20, 2008 ' 10:18:00 PM Y

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12pm: New day begin

12-2.30pm: Brunch + TV entertainment

2.30-5pm: NAP NAP NAP!!!

Yesterday i was still planning to do all my work today but

due to the lazy side of me....

I visited LALALAND almost the whole afternoon.

I shall get work done from this moment.

Love YS (;

. ' 9:10:00 PM Y

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Assume, assume and assume is all you do.

Blabbermouths please stop all nonsense if you don’t know about things. Get a life and leave my life. Everything has to come to an end and if it continues, I won’t hesitate to confront you. I’ve been super nice to you all these while and I hope you appreciate it. I can just pretend that I don’t know anything but bear in mind, you can run but you can’t hide. =)

K, school was ok today, everything’s fine and all. I’ve this craving for chocolate today so I feel a little moody because I didn’t get a chance to buy it on my way home. However, when I was about to reach for the daily fruit juice that my grandma has prepared for me in fridge, I saw 3 packets of kinder bueno and 2 sticks of toblerone. I was like, OMG! Thanks uncle for the frequent stock up. =)

took many pictures today with classmate's webcam!

best mates, pui pui and kkq...

pui pui and ah rose... =)

VENESSa

.Wednesday, November 19, 2008 ' 11:05:00 PM Y

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k firstly, i'm happy cos i believe i'm living happily nowadays compared to the past few weeks. PP cleared too! BFF have not been msging me and TYS msg me today! HuLALA...

secondly i'm angry cos panda eyes getting darker and darker each day even my old grandmother whom cant really see clearly asked me : mei mei, did u draw something under your eyes? -.-

thirdly, i'm super sad cos i'm blood broke now and i've been overspending my budget. I didnt get to save any money... FINACIAL CRISIS... i only got 4bucks left... =( there's this pimple on my nose and eileen keep focusing on that pimple instead of my whole face. ARGH... NAMA(a new word that she taugh me..)

Last! I'm happy with everything i have now and i treasure it... I treasure my family, Bff, friends, classmates and the list goes on...

A smile a day keeps the sadness away
A laugh a day scares the monster away
A joke a day brings the coldness today
A tease a day blush the cheeks with blood???

VENESSa

. ' 6:25:00 PM Y

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There is no lesson tomorrow!!!

So damm happy.

Lecturer is in hospital.

Lec cancel.

I'm going to make full use of the day.

SLEEP.

Tutorial.

Friday dinner material.

No time to waste.

Projects is creeping nearer and nearer towards deadline.

Munching is my recent exercise lately.

And i've found my sec sch ez-link card.

With my DISASTER face on it.

I shall omit all unnecessary munching.

Byeee.

TanYeeSin

.Tuesday, November 18, 2008 ' 8:16:00 PM Y

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It started out as a feeling
which then grew into a hope
which then turned into a quiet thought
which then turned into a quiet word
and then that word grew louder and louder
till it was a battle cry

Mummy and bro Daniel went to genting this morning. I’m supposed to go with them but due to busy school schedule. I’ve tons and tons of projects to be done. I can’t go to genting.
Now I’m all alone at home =(
I guess I’m crazy. I cried just now. Reason? I don’t even know why. What’s wrong with me?
Scared is what I’m feeling now. It’s getting darker and darker as the time pass. I gave my dinner a miss today because I’m lazy plus eating dinner alone is quite pathetic ar?

And TYS is super bad. She scares me with her horrible story about a girl standing outside my window. Now I don’t even dare to look out of my window when I going to bed later on =x

Gosh. Save me!!
Having storytelling tmr. Hope everything goes well.

cYnthia

.Saturday, November 15, 2008 ' 1:56:00 AM Y

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For the very first time my blood boiled as hot as the 100degree Celsius water in my whole entire life. For the very first time I threw whatever vulgarities that is in my dictionary to Cynthia, Yee sin and Eileen(pui pui). This anger plus sad feeling is “oh so unbearable” kind of thing and I don’t really know how to fucking manage it. Let today be a history and never let me have this kind of feeling ever again because I dun want to flare attitude at anyone and point my two middle fingers to show the unglam side of how a lady can be.

I don’t how to express my anger here and I bet I can’t do it so obvious cause who knows “somebody” might be stalking this blog and find ways to attack me. ARGH… but I’m really very very very angry ok. Just simply the word fuck, I think I use it more than 20times for today which I feel that it’s very sinful already. (yes, I’m a guai kai)

School is ok. Having people like Eileen(pui pui) and KaiQi(kkq) is my only motivation to go to school. They’re just too funny which makes me laugh till my braces almost drop down. Oh, and I’ve learn this new term called “kana con”. I find it very interesting to use it and whenever I have the chance, I’ll definitely use it so that I’ll fully utilise my knowledge.

Time check: 1:55 am.
Shouldn’t I be sleeping this hour? I’m very tired now but I just can’t get myself to bed. This particular nightmare has been irritating me for days and I feel very disturbed about it. Seriously hope this nightmare will turn into a dream tonight so that at the very least sleeping is not so fearful after all. Somebody give me courage now to sleep and others motivate me to stop feeling that “oh so unbearable” feeling.

VENESSa

. ' 12:15:00 AM Y

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It is hard to say good bye to your loved ones. Isn't it?

Liar Liar Liar Liar Liar Liar Liar Liar Liar Liar Liar Liar Liar Liar Liar Liar Liar Liar Liar......
I HATE YOU.
I will never ever believe you again.

you making me feeling damn sad now. Did you know?
i hate you.

Ccxn =(

.Friday, November 14, 2008 ' 11:58:00 PM Y

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(click for clearer image)

Heat was stil fuming today at the thought of it.

The more i think, the more i feel its UNFAIR.

TOTALLY!!!!

The image was a prove!

Totally bullshit!

TYS

.Thursday, November 13, 2008 ' 11:23:00 PM Y

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Sometime when I am quiet, it doesn’t mean I am emo or what. I just need some time to sort out thousands of things in my mind.

Ignoring people doesn’t mean I hate u guys or giving attitude. Is just simply meant I want to be left alone for a while.

Half way between lesson mum called. News came in once again.
Sigh. This time round, dad took away his passport and said he leaving.
I seriously don't know what I should do.

I hold back my tears. I kept repeating to myself, that I am not supposed to cry.
I kept quiet and struggling throughout the rest of lesson.

House is in a chaos state now. Parents’ quarreling is just like having a normal 3 times meal per day. Waking up in the morning does not mean a brand new day for me. Instead is just another “listening quarreling session”.

Everyday when lesson ended, I feel like going home to rest. Yet I dread of the thoughts of going back home. How contradicting I am right?

Btw I had to thanks Mr. Fcj for treating me to watch Madagascar 2 today. It was a funny show, well it did cheer me up for a moment. Thanks. (happy? i did blog about you okay.)

P/s: I need some accompany after school tmr. Anyone?

Ccxn

. ' 10:31:00 PM Y

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Why on earth such people exist!

Conscience clear?

My head.

You are just leaving in your own world.

Self-deceiving. Self-denying.

Stop your rubbish.

Was fool by your occasionally kindness.

For goodness sake, grow up.

I've wasted all my good fortune for all this.

Not worth.

But i cant cope up my feelings.

But still thanks for the past deeds.

I'm not some ungrateful brat.

P.S: I need the happy therapy. Cyn/Ven, it really works. :)

TYS

.Wednesday, November 12, 2008 ' 10:36:00 PM Y

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B U S Y!!!

Projects. Tests. Field trips.

And a MENTAL DISORDER HUMAN!

P.S: chocolatemintcreamwillstaystronglikesupergule.

TanYeeSin (;

.Tuesday, November 11, 2008 ' 11:27:00 PM Y

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I'm tired.

Reflective journal, brainstorm map, schedule for project meeting, drawing of "a big mouth frog" story are all left undone.

And all these has to be done by tmr. Haha.

The best best part was i have not touched any one of those things and the time now is 11.45pm=x

Gosh. Another late night sleep. I can predict myself sleeping in class tmr.

bye ppl.

Ccxn.

. ' 12:30:00 AM Y

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I hope is not a dream after all.
The feeling was just too great to be true.
Warmth that you had gave me, shoulder that was too comfortable for me.
Simply make me unbearable to say good bye when the time is up.
Even though it may be a dream, I will still cherish the moment I spent today.

Nites.
cYnthia

P/s: Tys, I will upload the pictures tmr. Currently I’m too tired.

.Sunday, November 9, 2008 ' 5:04:00 PM Y

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*I'm too broke to get I-gallop, i guess this has the same function!

Isnt life tiring enough HUMAN?
We shouldn't give ourselve additional stress by being oversensitive and think too much heh?
I've been enjoying life recently, CYN CHEW you can do that too! =)

Oh, I realised that playground is a good place to chill.
People! I've sent the pictures to you guys through mail, so u should have receive it by now... If picture size is too small can try asking me for the original size in msn... Wo Shi Hen Hao de ok.... =D

Meeting TYS later! Excited! But at the same time, my wallet is as empty as my piggy bank lei... Guess i should start saving now for Xmas!

I've learnt that my imaginary story has never exist before. But at the very least, I'm glad that i get to dream about it and all. I guess it's more than enough... I wont ask for more anymore.

ciao People...
VEnessa

.Saturday, November 8, 2008 ' 11:32:00 PM Y

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Code Blue: A japanese drama abt intern surgeon and every episode has a profound meaning behind it.

I've watched the 1st six ep.

Tears gushed out madly at a particular ep.

The more i control my tears, the more eager it runs down my cheeky cheek.

Every patient, doctor, nurse had an interesting story.

1 particular ep which activate my tear gland was about a GREAT MOTHER.

This lady was a typical caring mom who make his son the centre of her life and wants him to get the best.

However, his son did not realise that he had the best mom in the world.

And he in fact, most of the time, shove his mom concern with this sentence "I'm very busy."

And 'beep'...the line was engage.

We always did not realise how fortunate we are to be born healthy,

to have the privilege to study,

to have parents who care for us,

and work their guts out to give us the best.

And often, we neglect their feelings by being rude to them,

saying they are naggy,

and sometimes we even want them to get out of our world.

I was once a HORRIBLE granddaughter.

I regret deeply what i had done to my grandma.

But it was too late.

I dont want to make the same foolish mistake twice.

What if 1 day they are gone.

No one will care and love us like how they did.

Who will provide shelters over our head.

No one will be scolding and nagging at us.

Is that what we really want?

I'M GONNA CHANGE!

TYS

. ' 11:16:00 PM Y

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I screwed up ys’s birthday ytd.
I drop my tears.
I kept quiet throughout the night.
I made everyone not in the mood for any celebration anymore.
I am SORRY everyone. Even though I know is too late for me to say sorry now, as I had already spoilt everything.

Lastly ppl please don’t need to be worry about me. I really don’t need any accompany for the time being. U guys no need to blame yourselves for not being able to help me out or what. Bcos there’s really don’t seem a need for it. And PLEASE don’t come to my house and find me or whatever. Bcos I will be angry. Really. I go down on my knee and beg you guys. PLEASE DON’T.

Ccxn
i mean what i have said.

.Friday, November 7, 2008 ' 11:47:00 PM Y

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TanYeeSin with her duplicate friend!

H A P P Y B I R T H D A Y T O M E !

365 days of maximum enjoyment before i graduate from the 19 club.

HOHOHO. Surprise after surprise.

Caught me unaware.

And i admit i do get stupid year after year.

And all thanks to the culprit committee MS CHAN K.H, MS TAN S.R,

MS LEE X.Y & MS GUO M.X! :D

I hereby announce the plans WERE successful.

Good job culprit comm! :DD

But still...Zillion THANKS to everyone single one!

Wishings, blessings, cakes, songs, presents, hugs, handshake, surprises.

:) :) :) :) :) :)

Memorable year after year.

THE WONDERFUL THINGS

I'm now loaded with love. (;

My wish : Everyone to be strong when obstacles bestowed and challenge with a unflinching mind. Esp lao ni ni and lao ling ling. Happiness is all around.

TYS

.Thursday, November 6, 2008 ' 11:53:00 PM Y

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Camera charged! Memory cleared! Ready for photo taking tmr! Cant wait..

Cynthia is coming to RP tomorrow for the second time in her entire life
I might be staying over at D’s place tmr
Having dinner at 18th chef? Sexy! Make sure there’re 18 chefs huh!
Busy day tomorrow? Rushing here and there?
Empty pockets means broke state
Somebody donate money to me or I’ll have to sell tissue paper 3 for 1 dollar in some hawker
Blog skin is boring! Sweetheart, promise I’ll change it once I’m free
X’mas is coming! Shopping season PEOPLE! What are u waiting for???

Oh! And I have this tiny winy secret in my laptop now! Once I post it, I bet Cynthia will chop my head off and Yee Sin will twist 10 of my fingers till it breaks. I just cant stop laughing when I look at them! Omg! LOL

VENESSa

. ' 10:40:00 PM Y

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19 years since i arrived to this planet called 'Earth'.
This world called 'Singapore'.

Just a while more and i'm 19.
Another year and i'm gonna hit '2'. :D

OLD will then be best description for me.

My project mates this sem bought a little cake for me.

Despite knowing me for only 3 weeks.

And they sang HAPPY BIRTHDAY song. :)

Thank you!

I really appreciate it.

And then i receive the CapitalLand Gift card as my present!

From Xiao, Ming and DJ.

It was so so classy.

And i was speechless once again.

Too shy to say what i wanted to say.

So i make use of the wonderful invention-SMS.

:DD

I was touched once again. :))

The worst part is i consumed perhaps tripled the amt of my usual calories intake.

With the 2 deadly buffet- SAKAE & SAKURA.

SAKURA at night was with my dear parents.

Dad took a day off for me :)

My lovely friends and wonderful parents simply make my world go round.

TanYeeSin (;

. ' 10:45:00 AM Y

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DL-BTC (District Leader-Basic Training Course)

I attended last Sunday.

Before celebrating ven's bdae.

Supposingly this post should be up last week.

But my connection was giving me prob.

SO i came sch earlier today just to blog abt this! :D

I'm the 21st batch attendig this course.

Many knowledge was learn during the 5 hr training course.

The opening of the eye Gosho, Priesthood Issue, 3 Golden Rule....

A excellent course. :)

Time for lesson.

Goodbye people.

P.S: I love everyone around me. Esp my FAMILY! (;

TYS

.Wednesday, November 5, 2008 ' 11:00:00 PM Y

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K, I shall do the blogging for today! Because Cynthia doesn’t have internet till Monday and Yee Sin is busy with her project. So wonder woman “venessa” shall save the blog.

Actually I’m quite disappointed with A and B. Please know that we’re at tertiary level and I believe we should behave like one, I’m not saying that you’re childish or what but shouldn’t we at this age learn to be sensitive towards other’s feeling? I don’t know how to get that message across you guys but I really hope that you all will understand this outcome is not what we’ve asked for. I mean, I believe much that we don’t deserve this kind of treatment right?

Dinner is COOL today! Stingray, meatball noodle, fried oyster and sugar cane! Delicious, I LIKE! Haha… I cant imagine if I continue having daily dinner like that, I’ll confirm grow horizontally, I SWEAR! Tomorrow is a school day, having fun-loving classmates motivates me. And when the clock tick 12 tomorrow, heh heh heh…. Somebody turns 19… WOOTS!

VENEssa

. ' 6:30:00 PM Y

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Is just like having a roller coaster ride. For once moment I thought I was high up in the sky, yet the next moment I had drop from the highest point.

I am sick now. Flu, fever, cough had caught me. All this is enough to kill me. To make matter worse, I get caught in the damn heavy rain just now on my way to grandma house. Sneezing and coughing is want I had been doing every 5-10minutes. =(

Bye. I am going back home now. Hope I won’t faint on my way back=x

Why do I still mind about all the things that concern you?
Shouldn’t I hack care about all these?
Stupid am I?

I hate people that lie to me. (esp. ppl that are important to me)

cYnthia

. ' 4:09:00 PM Y

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V's birthday cupcakes:)

V, ys, C, ts, Xs

Sharing secrets? LOL.

Hey venessa what that hand for? =x

Kindly ignore that 2 gays behind=x

.Monday, November 3, 2008 ' 11:51:00 PM Y

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It's still before 12! OMG, i managed to blog in time after a long long day.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VENESSA KOH WEI LING

aka Braces girl

aka Shortie

aka V

;)

The best wishes from CCXN and TYS XOXO!!

. ' 10:27:00 AM Y

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hello earth! i dun feel happy at all. today is my birthday for those who dunno... really thanks those who bother to wish me. Those who didnt, dun need to bother after 12 tonite.. cos it's over... It doesnt make any difference. Ciao

//edited!
Hello people! I’m here to complete my post for the day! Lao niang have to admit that I wasn’t very happy in the beginning of the day. I don’t know what I’m exactly thinking actually. But anyhow, I guess today shouldn’t be a sad day! I want to live happily, I seriously want to. I want to thank so many people for wishing me today be it Friendster, facebook, sms, msn, face to face and mails. Thank classmates w65a for a mini brownie and birthday song! Big thank you to people who celebrated my birthday with me last night! Every present represent a unique meaning and I can see your effort in that thick book which makes me teared and smile my journey home! Darlings, thanks for everything once again, you guys make my day rock my world. (and those who throw that cupcake at me last nite! You guys watch out on your coming birthday, heh-heh)

HAPPY BIRD-day to me!
Yours truly
VENESSa

.Sunday, November 2, 2008 ' 1:14:00 AM Y

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. ' 12:56:00 AM Y

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傻瓜我们都一样
被爱情伤了又伤
相信这个他不一样
却又再一次受伤

傻瓜我们都一样
受了伤却不投降
相信付出会有代价
代价只是一句傻瓜

Sentosa in the morning with becca and her bf. Haha. What a weird combination right? I felt so extra. But they still tried their best to make me feel comfortable into their conversation. Din manage to get much tanned today which made me feel so sad. And due to my forgetfulness, I forgot to remove my rubber band from my hand resulting to an uneven tanned line at my hand. Is so freaking ugly=x

Steamboat plus mini bbq after that with addition members cass meimei, ivy and ayu. We ate at some bugis area, food was alright. Is just that whenever I want to flip over the food, the oil will spatter out and spatter on me. Gosh is super painful. But overall I still have a fun time with them.

Entire day out from morning till night, making me feeling super tired now plus I still have to wake up early tml. So I better prepare myself for bed now.

Nites.

Xoxo

Signing off,

Ccxn