.Friday, October 31, 2008 ' 2:00:00 PM Y

Behind the SCENEs!!

Human do change over time. Over the past few week I’ve been quite bothered with my life and now I’m here to announced that I’m extremely tired of all this nonsense that is happening. This feeling bring love but at the same time it brings hatred too. IF it’s not for this, I wouldn’t be in this bloody state now.

I guess its time to change my QUESTION MARK into a FULLSTOP. I don’t want be curious anymore, I don’t want to ask why did things ended up like that, I don’t want to know what’s happening in you, I don’t want to know why human can fucking change so drastically within a night. I felt that at least this period of time I’ve tried my best and it didn’t work out well for me so I believe I won’t regret in future. Anyway things are not under my control.

For the first time I feel that this holiday is a drag, not because I want to go school so eagerly but more to the lifelessness that my life is going through. I feel numb within myself and I can’t really determine what I’m feeling right now. Happy, sad, lost, excited, calm or whatever mixture of feelings I have. GOSH, I feel so dead now. Can someone just squeeze and squash me into a mould ball after that remind me that I’m still a human after all?

Seriously feel that I’m in a sorrow city, almost everybody around me have troubles in them, sadness shown in face and doubtness is their actions. I feel sad for them too. I hate heart wrenching endings…. Shouldn’t stories end like “they live happily ever after” kind of thing? I know I’m not in some fairy tale era but still, isn’t fairy tale ending what most girls hoped for in the end.

Bring me out somewhere, someday
I need nothing, just assurance
Giving me empty hopes will also make my day
Just because your words
Make me melt..

Braces girl,
VENESSa

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