.Wednesday, October 29, 2008 ' 10:28:00 PM Y
Behind the SCENEs!!
Someone ask me. Did you ever have this kind of mixed feeling in pretending to be happy yet actually deep in your heart you are not?
I thought about it for a few seconds and I realize yes I did. I guess that what I had been doing for the past few months. Living in a life without having any purposes. Waking up to go school everyday is just a procedure to me instead of having the fun and enjoys it. I don’t even know what my plan or direction for future now. The dream of being an early childhood educator is slowly slowly vanishing away. I feel lost.
I guess I need some time to settle down and ask myself questions and find an answer to it.
What I want in my life now?
If I quit school and work now, will I be happy?
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P/s: dear tys I really appreciated what you and ts had done for me. Don’t be sad and worry for me and venessa. We know what we are doing. Right venessa? I just don’t wish to bother you with my troubles because you have your own too and I know you are also busying with your school stuffs for this new term. So therefore you don’t have to feel bad about being a lousy friend, because you had never been one before.
Sending me a text and appearing at my doorstep has already made me feel the love, care and concern that you had shower me.
Saying words to you is not even enough to express the thankfulness I had for you.
But still this thank is truly from my bottom of heart.
Sending me a text and appearing at my doorstep has already made me feel the love, care and concern that you had shower me.
Saying words to you is not even enough to express the thankfulness I had for you.
But still this thank is truly from my bottom of heart.
P/p/s: Venessa koh and Tan Yee Sin = bff for life.
Signing off,
cYnthia
