.Tuesday, October 14, 2008 ' 11:00:00 PM Y

Behind the SCENEs!!

Back from gelare around 6plus. Half way through eating waffle ice cream I was feeling bloated and lethargic. Thus resulting to unfinished waffle and a bit moody=x

I did not skip any lesson today. Haha. A good start? And I learnt something that strikes me in school during ms pearl’s lesson.
CHANGES.
Ya I did agree what she said are true. When something unexpected happened and we are not used to the changes happening around us due to too much of reliability in our own comfort zone.
We had 2 choices:
1) We are free to choose to remain staying at the same spot, looking back at the past, not moving on,
OR
2) To be strong, forgetting about the past, looking forward to the future and move on?

But from my point of view, saying is easy, but doing it is another thing.
It really need to take alot of courage to do it.
Looking back from the past 1 month. I had chosen option 1. Times to times I had say that I am going to give up on you yet I failed again and again. Saying it but with no action done.
BECAUSE
-I admit I simply can’t get over that you just left me without a single word.
-Nobody to send me home everyday.
-Nobody to dote on me anymore.
-Nobody to sayang me when I feeling down.
-No more comfortable shoulder for me when I am tired.
Okay I got to stop here if not I will go on forever.

Plus having all the bad things happening around me lately and
well SHIT I had got myself a bad news in school today to add on to my bad list=x
We had change group and I get in a sucky group which I don’t even like at all and I had to bear with it till like next year. =(
I had the NO. 1 king voted by my class in my group and a guy that you will only get to see him once or twice in like 365days. To my relief, the rest are friendly and social able.
But I think is not being fair for me while the other girls in my cliques get to pair themselves two by two at each group. While I the only one left alone. HOW GREAT CAN THAT BE?
I can only say I am always the most unlucky one.

Just give me some time to adapt to these new changes. Because it really hard for me to just get it over in a few seconds. I am not a superwoman.
But I am glad to say that I had move on bit by bit adapting to all these. I had no longer thinking that much when I alone.
Slowly, slowly I will leave it all behind me. I hope I will?

Signing off,

cYnthia

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