.Friday, September 12, 2008 ' 11:28:00 PM Y

Behind the SCENEs!!

Well i guess i not going to be so stupid to hope for anything anymore.
The more hope i had in you, the more disappointment i will had.
Firstly today when i saw ur friendster, i admit i very sad. Wondering how things can change so fast in such a short period of time. But for now, maybe like wat venessa had told me, maybe i just used to all these things u did, my heart had just turn numb.

For the past few days,
i keep on hoping you will text me or call me first. End up i was the one who text or call you first.
i hope you will change ur way of replying my text but is still the same. - the cold and uncaring way.
i hope you will give me more care and concern, end up u din even care when i told you abt the weird uncle sitting beside me in the train. - u just sent a -_-" and ask me to move away. i bet in the past u wont did tat.
i bet u dont know how much u hurt me when u reply that msg.
well.....

Intending to meet you today to had a talk. But well u cannot make it in the end. And is me who text you first to ask you whether are you still meeting. I guess even you are not free to meet me you will just dont even bother to text me instead you will let me wait and wait for ur text. -this is when i know asking for you to reply my text or giving me a text is really that difficult for you.
You say you will try to meet me tmr. -i believe you.
I had a lot of questions to ask you when i thot i was going to meet you today. But now i think all these questions are useless. I guess i know the answer.
Maybe being friends for us is better. - As what u had hope so.
Maybe in the start we also sld not be together. - If in the start i nv reply ur text, i think both of us wont be hurt now. i believe you are really very sad at the start but now i dont think you will feel that anymore. You are not the same cj i had know before. Everythings change since last friday. I dont even know what you thinking right now. We are just purely stranger. BUT YOU ARE STILL THE NICEST GUY THAT TREAT ME THE BEST.

I shall not think about it anymore. Maybe sometime when i come across the places that we used to went and flash back the memories we had. I will still say i miss you, but i will stand strong:)
I hope we are still friends like last time. Talk and laugh at usual. That it:)

I meeting my dear venessa tmr afternoon to go shopping. Gosh it been ages since i last went shopping. Sad that ys cannot make it. But nvm we will still have other chance to go together since i having my 1 mth holiday right now.
I planning to buy tops and havanas slipper tmr=D i tink i going to burn a big hole in my pocket. but who care. I going to earn back these money i spend tmr by finding a job soon.
Ying Yue if u reading this, i want to tell you i had decided to go clubbing with you on wed:D
u must be very happy right after so long. haha.

Lastly thanks all those who showered me with ur love and concern for the past few days. i really appreciated it=D
I love you guys okay:)

cYnthia

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